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yes, more on le boyfriend. [26 Jul 2007|08:42pm] i remember the first time he came over for family dinner. my mother thought it was so cute that she snuck pictures. i miss him so much so if any of you have a private jet, let me know. 3 ;; love & tears.

yes, i sound so love drunk and i'm that stupid girl who cherishes her boyfriend. [04 Jul 2007|11:52pm] i'm disgusted with our world. i'm disgusted with these people. i'm disgusted with work, my boss, and the christian cunt. i have so much hate for everything. there is one good thing. that man still makes me the happiest girl in the whole wide world even though he is 3000 miles away. 1 ;; love & tears.

after 6 months of being together, i can say... [27 Jun 2007|09:36am] i think that it's funny how our relationship got so much more serious once he left. good thing he is coming back. this is my man: and i "love" him. 2 ;; love & tears.

because julia said to update: [07 Jun 2007|10:24pm] i "love" this man. 2 ;; love & tears.

[06 Mar 2007|10:10pm] my life is a well and i have fallen in. i don’t even know where to begin. the further in i fall, the darker it gets. i don’t see a rope with a pale for a helping hand. it seems as though i’m still falling. any moment now i’ll splash into ice cold water. if i yelled for help, it’d just be echoes of nonsense. is it fact or is it ficton? i’d like to know. if i was alice, i wouldn’t have made it to wonderland. i’m still falling, falling, falling. love & tears.

[27 Jan 2007|10:51pm] once you establish a relationship of any kind, you usually stay in that stable connection. something that makes you comfortable, something that's always there for you, even sometimes, something that gives you a sense of protection for all the harsh situations of reality. sometimes that bond is broken, you are just lucky when it is recreated. the rebirth of your relationship. your old feelings are deminished, and you are handed over these new feelings that, quite honestly, make you scared at times. you become closer than you ever been, and you say whatever you want to say. those times when you have deep conversations, you don't just realize things about one another, you realize things about those around you, and most importantly, you realize the impact others have had on your life; you realize what your life truely is. to you life, i raise my glass. 2 ;; love & tears.

[01 Jan 2007|07:22pm] a new year does not mean new beginnings. it doesn't bring anything different other than measurements of time: a new day, a new month, a new year. some people have a new found attitude. the only thing is that attitude never lasts, just like how resolutions don't last. we are all the same people, it's only the time that has changed. it's funny how time controls us. 5 ;; love & tears.

[12 Jul 2006|11:39pm] from ventura & la. this are only the polaroids. other photos need to be developed.   <( ... ) 8 ;; love & tears.

OPERATION! [08 Jan 2006|07:18pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | ask me anything ;; the strokes ] we all like acting like kids, everything about being a kid, EXCEPT the part about being a kid. 5 ;; love & tears.

[27 Nov 2005|07:04pm] i used to be strong, stable; only a few unnoticable cracks. a while ago, you broke me. i was left in pieces; fragile, frigid pieces. each time i see you, everytime you're there, the pieces become smaller & smaller. it's getting harder and harder to put me back together. so please, next time, let's talk. you'll be able to fix me. 4 ;; love & tears.

four different people. [29 Oct 2005|10:44am] there are times i love you and there are times i hate you your hugs are just a cover for how you really feel i hate the way you yell at me i hate the way you look at me i hate the way you express yourself to me sure, i do love you but it's mainly just an obligation i have to love you it's what a child has to do don't try to buy my love since the first thing i do is decline don't waste your money we are poor i prefer food on the table rather than a gift and after this all i still prefer your love over the food on the table __________________________ after what happened my life was questionable i don't know why but it was i had ideas like suicide just to get back at you but that was stupid i tried to make you understand i tried to make you realize i tried to get you back as my friend i tried to get over it and it never worked i'd think about old times and i'd think about you and all i could do is cry the times when i see you all i do is cry for some reason your life has made the biggest impact on mine and once you left i was in ruins all left in destruction things damaged are returning slowly but surely and maybe the day will never come when i can call you my friend again but for the mean time i can only hope _______________ you are my other half you are leaving but in a way you already left ________________ "& this is me the asshole of your dreams" 5 ;; love & tears.

[19 Sep 2005|01:44pm] [ mood | clean ] [ music | Creep ;; Radiohead ] Yeah, here are pictures. It's been a long while. I guess. ( amy, rachel, me. )   ( the academy is. )   ( school days? )   ( julia/arielle's birthday partys, twin days, random days. ) 20 ;; love & tears.

[24 Aug 2005|05:34pm] teachers are 1) piller 2) quigley 3) kayastha 4) raleigh 5) foran 6) ortiz & summer pictures are http://photobucket.com/albums/a173/someofsummer/ & http://photobucket.com/albums/b114/forspencerharding/ 11 ;; love & tears.

[10 Jul 2005|03:20pm] YEAH! ( them&i )   ( us )     ( we ) 13 ;; love & tears.

IN[TER]DEPENCE! [04 Jul 2005|03:32pm] [ mood | HSJGHGKD ] [ music | 8 Days A Week ;; The Beatles ] i've used my camera less, but i still take some pictures. random days. ( THIS-ES )   ( THAT-ES )   ( ME-ES ) & for mer, 1. talk to friends 2. eatting 3. lay down listening to music 4. listen to jack johnson while in the shower 5. dancing spaztically 15 ;; love & tears.

i wish i owned that bananna suit [26 Jun 2005|02:23pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Ship in a Bottle ;; Bright Eyes ] & summer begun   ( graduation ) ( this&that ) ( the twin days )   ( maor&i ) ( THE MOD PARTY ) ( The Academy Is ) 24 ;; love & tears.

2 weekends [12 Jun 2005|01:50pm] party hardy. ( sydney&i )   ( stacey&i )   ( talia&i )   ( sydney&i, & the  )   ( melanie&i )   ( banquet )   ( photobooth. ) 18 ;; love & tears.

oh man, MIKE! [30 May 2005|04:24pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | One By One All Day ;; The Shins ] Week & Three Day Weekend What A Great Time  ( theweek&camerawhore )   ( us&grandpa? )   ( us&camerawhore ) 22 ;; love & tears.

violet2&red33 [23 May 2005|07:04pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | Alien Eye ;; Eleni Mandell ] yes, that's heat for you     ( etc. )   ( oakpark&people )   ( disneyland,runningintostacey,&MELANIE! )   ( bill renauld & the sextets ) 30 ;; love & tears.

the heat is back [15 May 2005|05:59pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Breathe ;; Pink Floyd ] my weekend. yours?   ( walk america )   ( us&comedyspotz )   ( we&talia )   ( classnight. ) 17 ;; love & tears.

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